Election Updates

Greetings from Kenya!

On Tuesday this week, Kenyans went to the polls to vote for the president and other central and local government positions. Many offices and businesses closed on Tuesday to allow Kenyans to vote, and the city will remain quiet and mostly shutdown as we await the results of the election to be officially announced. CARE for AIDS is planning to reopen the office on Monday. Since everything is closed, many people have traveled and those of us who are still here aren’t leaving the house much. The city feels very quiet – almost the way it would feel back home on a snow day. I’ve been doing a lot of reading and making phone calls back home.

For anyone wondering about the security situation with the elections, there have been some reports of protests and police using force to disperse crowds, but generally things have been quiet and peaceful, and it is expected that things will stay that way despite the fact the the opposition candidate has already rejected the results of the election that are showing the current president, Uhuru Kenyatta, winning a reelection. Keep Kenya in your prayers, but also know that the feeling on the ground is peaceful and positive. Look at this post about Kibera (one of the places where violence was the most anticipated).

So, things are quiet, and I am taking this opportunity to give three brief updates:

  1. In September, the team of Americans here in Kenya will triple in size as two people – a married couple, the Markhams – join me in my role. I am really excited to welcome them to Kenya and to hand over/share some of my responsibilities with them. As the organization continues to grow within Kenya, Tanzania, and soon Uganda, it became clear that the work I do was too much for one person. I am excited to see how my role will change and grow with this development, and I am looking forward to having two more fellow Americans here to partner with in this work.
  2. The second update is related. The Markhams will be taking over the role of hosting teams who come from the US. I will still be involved with teams, but the Markhams will be the primary hosts. Because of this, they will be moving into the CARE for AIDS guest house that has been my home for the past three years, and I will be moving into a house with friends more inside of Nairobi. I am so excited for this change, and to be closer to church and to friends, and to the hustle and bustle of the city. I am also really excited about how this move will reduce the amount that I drive. There is a picture below of the living of the house I am moving into (I am hanging out here this week during elections).
  3. The last update is that I will be visiting the US during the last part of November and the beginning of December. I hope to see some of you!

Thanks for reading!


Update 4: I never refuse someone a selfie.



Choose Love/R.I.P. Boniface

Last week Boniface died. Many of you read my post about him, so I wanted to share this news, and also my thoughts about it.

The week before he died, I went to visit him again. I brought him some packets of fortified lentils from our partner, Feeding Children Everywhere, because he had told me that it was hard for him to eat anything. I thought those packets would help him because even eating a little of that would provide him with more nutrients than what he was getting. I also brought him a book, because the last time I had visited him, he made me promise to bring him one.

After that last visit with him, I had left feeling discouraged. He was always happy to see me, but the way he treated his mother and family, and the way he spoke to my colleagues – the ones who visited him, cared for him, bathed him, clipped his nails, the ones who had brought him to the hospital weeks before and made sure he got the correct medicine – was ugly. When he spoke to them there was so much anger in his eyes. He threatened them, and told them to shut-up. It was clear he had so much bitterness in him. In his pride he lashed out at the very ones who were doing everything they could to help him.

When I learned that he died, it was hard to accept. I got a text from Esther, our health counselor in that community. I called her and we grieved together over the phone. She kept saying, “I just can’t believe it, Ryan.” Later that day, she visited his family and texted me to confirm that he was, in fact, dead. I tried to encourage her. I can’t imagine how she felt knowing that he was gone, after all of the time and care she invested in him. We all wanted him to get better. We wanted him to be another success story.

As I processed it, I had many feelings and thoughts. Alongside the feeling of grief, I had one feeling that made me feel guilty and confused. In some way, I was relieved that he died. I don’t know if that feeling is right. It doesn’t seem like it’s right. But, I feel it. I care deeply about my colleagues who were caring for him – and, in addition to him, caring for about seventy other people in their community living with HIV. The way he treated them and spoke to them – with such anger and ugliness – made me feel protective of them. I am relieved that they no longer have to deal with him. I am not saying I am happy he died, and i don’t think they would agree with what I’m feeling. I wanted so badly for him to regain his life. But, it’s like he didn’t want to improve. In his pride he chose bitterness and spurned the very people who cared most about him.

Yesterday, I was speaking to one of my colleagues, Francis, a man I greatly admire and respect. I told him how I was feeling about this. In a vulnerable moment I asked, “why did our program fail Boniface?”

Francis, who has been working with us for many years as a Regional Coordinator, and is a wise, and joyful man, sighed. He reminded me that no matter how good and perfect our program is, it is useless unless our clients accept it, unless they want to get better and implement the things we train them and counsel them on. The biggest barrier to accepting and implementing these things is pride – pride which often manifests as bitterness and anger.

I still grieve the loss of Boniface. It’s harder to take because I believe that he had every opportunity to improve. I’ve seen so many people in his same condition get out of their bed in a matter of weeks because they accept the support we offer.

My colleague and friend, Molly, reminded me not to force a lesson or meaning from this. Sometimes things happen that we don’t want to happen, and there’s no reason for it. It was a good reminder to accept this for what it is; to accept it as a reality of living in a world where we don’t have control.

After accepting that, I was left with a question:

What about me and you?

Are you refusing love, or friendship, or assistance from someone because of your pride?

Have you given up on someone because they refused you out of pride?

In a world where we can’t control everything, let’s control one thing: let’s give and receive love.

As you remember Boniface, I hope you will remember that.

If you pray, i just ask you to keep the family of Boniface in your prayers, as well as Esther and David who served and loved Boniface to the last moment.

Thank you for reading.


“Love is patient and kind.

Love is not jealous, or boastful, or proud, or rude.

It does not demand it’s own way.

It is not irritable, and keeps no record of being wronged.

It does not rejoice about injustice, but rejoices in truth. 

Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.” 

                                                  -1 Corinthians 13: 4-7


I was supposed to have a meeting in the office before picking up a few staff members downtown to go with them to visit one of our clients in the hospital on the other side of the city. I woke up at 7am and I realized there was actually no way I could make it to the office (the opposite direction of town), have a meaningful meeting, and still make it to town when planned. So, I turned the meeting into a phone call, made some coffee, and got on the road, sending a text letting my colleagues know I was on the way.

Despite excessive traffic (can you call it excessive if it’s the norm?), and a misguided google-maps that caused me to take two u-turns, I made it to the meeting point at exactly 11am. I called one of my colleagues. When I said, “I’m here” he made a surprised sound and said, “OK, I am on the way.” I could hear in the background the shouts and laughter of schoolchildren which meant that he was still at the center in Mukuru that has a primary school attached to it – and is on the other side of town. I parked the car, paid someone to wash it, walked to Dominos and ordered a pizza. As I downed a large Swahili chicken pizza in a matter of minutes, I realized I might be a little bit of a stress eater. I tried to catch my breath while I responded to some emails.

An hour later, I met up with my colleagues. We went together to the hospital. I had asked to meet this client because his story was shared with me last week and it had left an impression on me. I wanted to meet him, and – if he allowed it – take some pictures to share his story. What I had been told was that he was a young man who was very sick. He had joined our program a few months ago when he was bed-ridden. He has been refusing to take his medicine, and often refuses food, so he his health deteriorated. So, last week he was admitted to to hospital. Currently in Kenya, doctors are on strike, so it was a bit of a process getting him admitted into one of the private hospitals and it is really only because of our staff advocating for him that he was admitted. This past week, our staff has been visiting him and taking care of him. They have even bathed him. I wanted to share this story because I am so impressed by our staff.

When we finally arrived and found his room, I met Boniface – he likes to be called Boni for short. He looked like a skeleton with skin on, but he had bright eyes and a beautiful smile. As soon as I saw him in the hospital bed, clutching his blanket and looking so desperate, any thought of asking to take his picture was gone. There was no way I could strut in there, just some white dude with a camera wanting to snap a few pictures of a sick guy. How disgraceful. How disrespectful. I know it’s part of my job, but I wish social media potential wasn’t always at the forefront of my mind like that.

We intended to visit with him, and encourage him for an hour or so and leave. However, as soon as we arrived – around 1pm – he said that he had been discharged, and would not forgive us if we left without him. Based on the way he looked, I could not believe that he had been discharged. The catheter bag that was collecting his dark urine indicated to me that he was severely dehydrated and still needed care. We had a private consultation with the doctor to confirm if what he said was true. I resisted the urge to butt my white nose into this business, and allowed the Kenyans to talk. We were told that he was right. He had been discharged. A theory of one of my colleagues is that the hospital decided he was a hopeless case and that they were sending him home to die.

We called Boni’s mom to come and get him. As with almost everything in Kenya, the discharge was more of a process than I expected it to be. We didn’t leave the hospital until almost 6pm. Two of my staff members, Boni, and his mom all in my car, listening to the radio and and talking about normal things like traffic and the new mall that opened, and I was trying to ignore the fact that I was basically driving Boni to his death bed. I was so angry that he hadn’t been treated better at the hospital and that they had just written him off. How could he still be dehydrated after a week of being in the hospital?? What had they been doing?? I was feeling that way, but to the hospital’s credit, I should report that they did waive his fees and prescribe him some medicine. So, it wasn’t all bad.

We arrived at Boni’s house, and helped him into the house. You could practically feel the relief that he felt as he laid down is his own bed and let out a deep sigh. There’s something comforting about being home. His mom had tears in her eyes as she thanked me for driving them home – using public transportation would have been a cost, probably would have taken at least an hour longer, and would have meant that she would have had to carry him by herself from the highway into the slum where they live.

We prayed together and were leaving, but when we walked out of the door, a man was standing outside. I could see in his eyes that he was a hard man, and that he was not happy to see strangers there. He asked who we were in a confrontational way. Boni’s mom intervened and told him that we were from the hospital with Boni, and introduced this man as Boni’s older brother, Michael. She then quickly tried to cause a distraction by showing me her chickens and telling me they were about to lay eggs.

Michael stepped in between her and me and asked me, “What were you doing with my brother?”

Not knowing if he knew about his brother’s HIV status, I said, “We were bringing him from the hospital. I’m from the church. I think you know my colleagues who are also from the church.” I pointed at my colleagues.

“I know them”, he said. “ What organization do you work with? You work with people like my brother? Do you know about his situation?”

Was he referring to Boni’s HIV status? I still wasn’t sure, so I said, “Yes. We work with people like your brother. I work with an organization the supports churches who have community programs.”

His next question surprised me. He said, “I can see in your eyes that you care about my brother. You’re very emotional” (I’ve gotten that before), and then he asked, “where does that come from?”

Without thinking, I said, “My faith. Jesus. It comes from Jesus in me.”

At this point he glanced at his mom and my colleague who were listening intently to our conversation, and he grabbed my arm. Pulling me away from them and behind the house, he said, “Let’s talk over here.”

My mind drifted to the car in front of the house that I was pretty sure I had left unlocked and the laptop in my bag, but I brushed that away. It seemed important to give Michael my full attention.

“I work in construction,” he said,” I work very hard. It’s good work, and I like it. But I come home and my brother is sick on his bed. He is depressed and sometimes crazy. He doesn’t even want to get better. I don’t understand it. He doesn’t take his medicine. In my job, I fix things. It’s what I do. But I can’t fix this. All my money goes to him, and he doesn’t even get better, doesn’t even say thank you. I’m tired of it. He just wants to die, and sometimes I wish that he would.”

Not really knowing what to say, I just started talking. “Boni is lucky to have a brother like you. You are hardworking, and you have been taking care of him. You are a good man. But… I know that it isn’t easy.” – When I said this, his eyes softened for the first time since we had begun talking.

“I know it’s not easy,” I continued, “and I know that it seems like you can’t fix this. Some of it is fixable, though. He is sick, and the medicine will fix that. You should encourage him to take it. But, he is also struggling with depression and that is in his mind, and in his spirit. That’s hard to fix, and sometimes our efforts to fix that in other people make it worse. Be easy on him. This program we have will help him. We will be counseling him and encouraging him and making sure he eats well and takes his medicine. Our hope is that he will get better soon. I believe we will see him walking in a few months. We want to come along side him – and you – to make sure that happens.”

Before he responded, his mom came over and said, “You should really be going.” She was right. It was getting dark, and it would be best for me to be out of the slum before it got too late.

As I turned to go, Michael grabbed my arm again. “Will you come back?”

“My colleagues will be coming every week.”

“No. I want you to come. I want to hear more about this faith you have.”

“Ok. I will. I’ll see you soon.”


I’m sitting at home now processing all of this.

I’ve seen enough to know that I can take nothing for granted.
I know that Boni may not get better.
But, the brightness in his eyes, his big smile, and his supportive – though somewhat reluctant – family give me hope that he will improve.

If you are a praying person, I ask you to pray for Boni to gain strength and to improve in his health – and in his attitude.

Pray for his mom who is so sweet and is doing her best to take care of him.

And, most of all, pray for Michael. Pray for him to have compassion on his brother, to remain strong and to continue to have steady work, and to be open to hearing more about this faith that I have.

Thanks for reading. I’ve realized that I only blog these days when I need to process something…so, thanks for being my therapist 🙂

Book Review (Kind of)

I’m reading “A Farewell to Mars” by Brian Zahnd.
Brian is the uncle of my good friend, John.
That’s why I’m reading it – and, because John asked me to read it.
Otherwise, I probably wouldn’t have had any interest.
This is because I have a pretty strong dislike for most modern Christian literature. That could probably be the topic of a whole blog post, but let me not get into it right now.

I have to admit I was approaching this book like I do any modern christian literature: with an overly critical and skeptical mind.

The author got through to me pretty quickly, though, with his representation of the gospel. In the second chapter, Mr. Zahnd challenges the reader to move completely away from the idea that the Gospel is “something like trying to push people onto the last chopper out of Saigon.” The salvation offered through Jesus is not just a post-mortem bus ticket to Heaven. The power of the gospel of Jesus is intended to redeem and save the whole world, to reconcile all things to God. I already know this, but I appreciate how clearly and strongly he states it.

Furthermore, as a test to this hypothesis, the author asks the question, “How has Jesus made the world any different than it’s always been?” He challenges the reader to imagine what a world would be like without Jesus and his teachings. After failing to imagine this on a large scale, I started looking a little closer to home, and I had a realization that blew my mind a little bit. My answer to this question will not allow me to ever doubt the redemptive power of Christ ever again.

The follow statements are absolutely true with no exaggeration:

Without Jesus, my family wouldn’t exist.
Without Jesus, my parents would be divorced.
My brother and I would be alienated from each other.
My adopted brothers and sister would not be a part of my family.
My Dad and I would be estranged, and I would harbor bitterness and anger toward him, and we never would have had that conversation that led me to joining the Peace Corps. I probably would have joined the military and had a very different life – one that I probably would have hated.

I could go on with examples, but this was enough for me. I have seen reconciliation, forgiveness, and redemption firsthand in my family. This is how it played out:

My Dad chose to make my mom and the family his first priority, and my parents chose to be reconciled, and to break cycles that they had inherited from their families.
My brother called me from his duty station in Texas to ask me to forgive him. He is now a constant source of wisdom and friendship.
My parents chose to adopt, because they see it as the most obvious expression of God’s love, and I have learned so much about what love and family means.
My Dad and I were able to humbly restore and build our relationship to the point where I consider him a friend, confidant, and mentor.
My family is a constant source of love, support, and wisdom.

These things are a direct result of the power of God working in the hearts and minds of my family members through our belief in Jesus. That is the restoration and redemption that Jesus offers.

Then I think about how much God has done in other people’s lives through God’s expression of love and redemption in my family. My parent’s home is a place where people find love, community, and healing through the ministry they work in, but also just simply because they open their home and hearts to everyone. This is also a direct result of Jesus working in my family, and using us to work out His redemption of all things. Amazing that He uses people that way.

Yes, I do believe in an inevitable, final, and full restoration and redemption of all things, but we don’t have to wait for that. Salvation is offered now. Redemption is offered now.

We must believe, despite all that is wrong and broken around us, that redemption is possible. We must believe that by our actions and in our relationships, we can show love in a way that fosters redemption, healing and hope.

This reminder is powerful to me. I work with people who are living with HIV, in poverty, in slums, and often in broken and abusive family situations. Although I constantly see stories of improvement, healing and restoration, sometimes situations don’t improve. Even in the successful cases of our clients, I can say 100% of the time, situations don’t improve as much as I would want them to. Even when we get people to a point where they are managing their disease well, are economically stable, and have a good family situation where kids are supported and going to school, they are still living with HIV, and in poverty, and in slums. It’s hard not to be disappointed or overwhelmed sometimes by seemingly hopeless situations, and the numerous and deep root causes for why these people are in these situations.

But the people in these situations have hope.
Often, they have more hope than I do.

Because they believe that restoration is possible now, and they believe that even if it doesn’t happen now we can still have hope in the coming, final restoration. All things will one day be made right. Because of this, we can have hope in the midst of the most hopeless situations.

Until the day when all things are made right, we can and must believe that through the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus, we can live in a restored relationship with God and with each other in a way that brings redemption and healing to us, and to the world around us. People who live in this belief make up the Church. People who live this way are the Kingdom of Heaven. We are called to start making things right, now.

The scriptures put it this way:

“For the love of Christ controls us, because we have concluded this: that one has died for all, therefore all have died; and he died for all, that those who live might no longer live for themselves but for him who for their sake died and was raised.”

“From now on, therefore, we regard no one according to the flesh. Even though we once regarded Christ according to the flesh, we regard him thus no longer.”

“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come.”

“All this is from God, who through Christ reconciled us to himself and gave us the ministry of reconciliation; that is, in Christ God was reconciling the world to himself, not counting their trespasses against them, and entrusting to us the message of reconciliation. Therefore, we are ambassadors for Christ, God making his appeal through us. We implore you on behalf of Christ, be reconciled to God.”

– 2 Corinthians 5:14-20 (Also, check out Colossians 1: 15-23)

To my Christian friends reading this, who say you believe this, I want to ask you, are you living your faith in a way that is restoring, reconciling, and redeeming the world around you? Is your church living this out? I’m asking myself the same questions.

To my non-christian friends, I wonder if this is a new way for you to look at my faith and understand who I am. I’d love to hear your thoughts.

Journal Entry, 2014

I used to journal a lot. I have two journals that I still write in periodically. One is for life-narrative, and one is more for reflection. Today, I was waiting for a meeting, and I pulled one out to write in it. Instead, I started flipping through it and reading it. There is an entry from May 2014 – about two years ago, and a few months before my moving to Kenya. It was supposed to be a narrative of a weekend I spent in Virginia, but it waxed reflective. I can’t help myself sometimes. It made me smile to read this, because it shares happy memories of loved ones, and I am feeling home sick. It also reminded me of the season of life I was going through at the time and reinforced the truth that seasons, for better or worse, don’t last. Here is the entry:

As the sun sets outside, the growing darkness inside is so gradual, it is almost imperceptible. The eyes slowly adjust to continue their task – reading, perhaps – and the strain they take on with the growing darkness is borne without complaint.

When suddenly a light is turned on, the initial shock is followed by relief as the eyes become aware of the difficulty the darkness had caused them.

So it is with depression.

A gradual onset means a steady acceptance and adaptation. You don’t fully realize that you have started to smile less. Instead, you simply feel that you are someone who just doesn’t smile that much.

My friend Morie asked me some poignant and knowing questions the other day while we were having lunch outside in Virginia.

Referring to my return from Cameroon last November, she asked, “When you came back, did you feel like you weren’t at home?” I reflected, and she continued, “Do you feel like you are closed in on yourself? Like you’ve become shy and unable to answer people directly or speak up when normally you would have? I’m just curious,” she said.

She was asking these questions because of her experience moving from Guatemala back to the U.S. Her questions struck a chord in me.

I never would have admitted that I didn’t feel at home in the US. It is home.

But, her question allowed me to admit that it didn’t feel like it. Things had changed. Or I had.

Realizing this has helped me explain why I have felt depressed and “closed in” on myself these past few months. This recent inability to speak up and my current aversion to maintaining eye contact aren’t my new norm. It is depression caused by reverse-culture shock.

As the light begins to dawn on me, I am surprised how affected I have been by culture shock, and how unaware of it I have been. I expected reverse-culture shock, though, I guess I imagined it differently. I expected some funny anecdotes and maybe a minor emotional break-down in a grocery store freezer section. I didn’t expect it to be so deep-rooted, or for it to manifest as depression.

I am relieved to be in a place where I can recognize it and that by that recognition it is becoming pat of the past.

This past weekend I drove to Virginia. I needed it. I love Virginia.

After getting off work early, I drove to Chambersburg with Aaron to load some tools in his truck. I appreciate him and value his friendship and perspective on life. When we finished, I continued on to Takoma Park and had dinner with Uncle Steve and Aunt Kathy. They served salmon with asparagus, coleslaw and potato salad, and a bottle of champagne. We laughed about the “difficulty” of life when Uncle Steve said, “We are out of red, so we have to drink the champagne!” As the evening progressed, I shared with them about my new job in Kenya. We talked about family, travel and politics. It was so enjoyable.

Sunday, I had the opportunity to sing in the band at Barcroft, and to share about my going to Kenya. It was great to be back and to be a part of the music again. I miss it.

In between music rehearsal and the service, I went to Starbucks for tea. The man next to me noticed the Bible I was reading and started a conversation. His name is Brom, and he identified as Muslim. We spoke for an hour about religion and philosophy, citing C.S. Lewis, Tolstoy, Dostoevsky and others as we hashed out what Christianity is and how it complements an intellectual life. I pray that he will continue seeking You. You reward those who seek You.

After church I had lunch with the Franks, the Khoelers, Steph, Grandma Morie, and Chayton and Jonny. This is where Morie asked me about culture shock. It was so good to catch up with these friends.

I was reading on the porch at Mom and Dad’s house in the afternoon when Jessica came home. We talked on the porch for a long time before making a spinach and feta salad for dinner. Afterwards we had some wine and listened to music and danced.

David came over and we talked about the summer and caught up on each other’s lives as well as our friend’s lives.

Monday, I had breakfast with mom and dad, and talked about their move to Pensacola and my move to Kenya. Then, I, went to Gainesville to have lunch with BJ and Pop Pop. They are preparing for their move to Pennsylvania and have a really good attitude about it, and talked about serving and helping the other people in their retirement center. It was good to hear their thoughts on it. There is so much transition happening in our family right now! Exciting stuff.

I went home to visit with Grandma and told her all about Kenya and heard about all she is going through. I am praying for her and admire her strength.

Then, I spent some time in the yard with mom and the boys. After a phone call with Justin, I jumped on the trampoline with Drew and Evan until we were exhausted and laughing. Then we joined the family on the back porch for dinner. After dinner Dad told me and Jessica about [a friend] and what his family is going through. So sad. In sharing and in the conversation following, I was reminded how much I admire Dad’s wisdom. I am thankful for him and for my family.

After dinner I went for coffee with David and Christian, who just got back from Nigeria. It was great to hear about his experience. Jessica and I talked them into joining us for the Cody Fry concert we were going to. It was amazing.

Tuesday, I woke up at 5am to get back to PA for an 8am meeting.

Heckuva two days!

Happy New Year! (better late than never)

It is still the month of January, so I find it appropriate – or, at least justifiable – to post a “Happy New Year” update. Having now been in Kenya, and in my role at CARE for AIDS (CFA), for over one year, I am feeling very settled and at home in both my role and in Kenya. I am constantly amazed by the beauty of Kenya and the generous, friendly people here (Kenyan and otherwise). I want to quote a friend to sum up a little bit how I generally feel about my life here: “How can you feel homesick when every day is an adventure?”

Now, I will clarify that I do love and miss friends and family back home, and I do love and miss the good ‘ole US of A. I rarely feel “home sick”, though. I know that I am where I am supposed to be right now and that is being confirmed for me constantly in my personal, professional, and spiritual life. Maybe I would feel more homesick if I wasn’t in constant communication with people back home through Skype and iMessage, and I am thankful for the ability to stay in touch and feel connected that way.

Professionally, I am continuously falling in love with the vision, mission, and approach of CFA. We really are having an amazing impact through local churches on families living with with HIV in poor, overpopulated areas of Kenya. I also love the interest CFA takes in staff development and donor engagement. Although I have a tendency to be pretty optimistic and idealistic, I can confidently and objectively say the CARE for AIDS is an organization that pursues and achieves excellence on every level of what we are doing, and I am so grateful to be a part of it, and humbled to realize that I am playing a part in it and adding value to the organization as we continue to make an impact and continue to look at how we can do what we do in bigger and better ways.

Every monday morning, we have a staff meeting that opens with hymn singing and group prayer. This is not only beautiful, but it goes a long way in giving us focus as a team and building unity among us. Little things like this trickle down through the organization, impacting our daily tasks and making a big difference in the spirit and attitude in which we all approach our work. It makes me think of the following verses:

“Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as though you are working for the Lord” – Colossians 3:23


“Be filled with the Spirit. Sing and make music from your heart to the Lord, always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ. Submit to one another out of reverence for Christ” – Ephesians 5:18-21

Obviously, as an organization and as individuals, we are not perfect. This year, though, I have seen how powerful and effective a group of people can be when they have a common goal and when each individual desires to live in community like Christ taught us, and has a passion to care for people in need like He showed us.

In my personal life, I have found a great community in Nairobi, mostly through my church. This community has provided opportunities for cookouts, Korean culture nights, rock climbing, camping, game nights, and countless encouraging and fun times. My church has also provided me an opportunity to be involved in music ministry – something I have always loved.

Generally, things are going very well, and I am constantly humbled and grateful that I have the opportunity to live in Kenya and work with CARE for AIDS. I will continue to do so as long as I am able to do so. Thank you to those of you who are enabling me to be here financially. For those of you who are supporting me – in case you haven’t been made aware yet – I have a new donation page. Check it out here, and let me know if you have any questions about it.

Thanks for reading and for praying for me and thinking about me. Keep looking here for (hopefully more regular) updates, and think about coming to visit me in Kenya!

Peace and Love,

Check out some of my favorite pictures from this past year…sorry for all the selfies 🙂